Thank you! I actually do feel bad for Dean (everyone involved, really), because even if he's fucking up his life and everyone else's in the Winchester family tradition, he's trying his best. Then again, I also made lots of angry faces at the screen while writing, because his best is not good enough.

A small note on:
What a fucktard.
"Fucktard" is a variation on "retard" and as such is ableist language, which I'm not comfortable hosting in my comments. Ableist language and ableism is something I struggle with myself and struggle to catch myself with (and fail at way too much), so I'm not really coming from any sort of place where I can (or want) to judge, but all the same: please don't use it here.